Playing House

It is funny, sometimes I feel like I'm just a little kid playing house. I feel like I'm not really grownup, just pretending that I am. A lot of times when I'm closing at work I feel this way. I'm the last one to leave work so I'm in charge of doing the last bit of stuff on the computer then making sure everything is locked up and the alarm is on. It makes me feel "grown up." But at the same time I still feel like a little kid a lot of the time.

It is just an odd mix of adult and kid. I feel like I'm responsible. I work. I pay my bills. I take care of myself. But I guess I just don't feel old enough to have all of this responsibility. It is a weird feeling and I'm not even sure if I can explain it very well, but there it is.